Like Fungus through Stone
- Kelly Watt
- Apr 10
- 4 min read
He came from a world of glass and brass, of mirrored surfaces and exaggerated reflections. The child of an outer borough builder who clawed his way into mid-century prosperity, he inherited a love of facades—not just architectural, but personal. His world prized surfaces: polished shoes, gleaming lobbies, gold fixtures. And in time, he would become the most reflective surface of all. He was not a man, but a mirror, a projection, a hunger wearing the shape of success.

From an early age, he understood that to be noticed was to matter. And in the vacuum of discipline that followed wealth, he learned to escalate, to provoke, to demand more space. Military school did not tame him; it taught him the language of force. Not the kind rooted in discipline, but in domination. If someone pushed, push harder. If someone doubted, drown them in spectacle. These were not tactics. They were instincts. He emerged not as a soldier, but as a showman.
He entered adulthood with an inheritance not just of money, but of ideology: the belief that success was a birthright, and that those who struggled were not unlucky, but unfit. In the vast architecture of his worldview, there were winners and losers, and the only sin was to end up on the wrong side of that divide. Compassion did not fit this blueprint. It cluttered the lines. Efficiency demanded winners.
He rose through the bones of New York real estate like a fungus through stone. Others took time; he took shortcuts. Others sought consensus; he sought control. He learned early that the press, even when critical, could be fed like a beast. Feed it conflict, feed it scandal, feed it promises painted in gold leaf. The truth didn’t matter if the camera stayed on. And so he mastered the medium of illusion—real estate as performance art, business as branding, bankruptcy as a plot twist.
He did not see risk the way others did. Risk, to him, was not a thing to be measured or avoided. It was a drug—a thrill to be chased, a tool to keep the blood pumping. He took on debt like oxygen. Each deal had to be bigger, louder, more outrageous. He did not fear collapse. Collapse was a scene. A chance to pivot. A chance to play the comeback king.
In time, he learned that the rules were soft if you refused to recognize them. That auditors blinked when lawyers snarled. That courts bent when flooded with enough paper. That shame evaporated if you simply refused to feel it. And so he shed the constraints that held others back: humility, accountability, even legality. He did not become immune to consequence. He became indifferent to it.
He was not a student of history, but he understood the architecture of power—understood that authority did not always flow from knowledge, but from confidence. Say it loud enough, and people will believe. Repeat it often enough, and people will forget it was ever false. And so he crafted his own reality, brick by verbal brick, each lie mortared with conviction.
Those who followed him did not come for the policy. They came for the permission. The permission to stop apologizing for what they feared. The permission to resent. To mock. To push back against a world that had asked them to soften. He gave them a theater of cruelty disguised as candor. And because he did it with a grin, they mistook it for courage.
But his cruelty was not random. It was methodical. He understood that in any system, empathy slows the gears. And so he taught his followers not to feel. Not by commanding their hate, but by modeling indifference. He did not need them to be vicious. He only needed them to stop noticing who was bleeding.
In this way, he did not dismantle institutions. He hollowed them. He left the buildings standing, but stripped them of norms, procedures, ethics. He turned the machinery of state into a carnival of grievance. Agencies became stages. Appointees became props. Laws became suggestions.
Even his language was designed to dissolve coherence. He spoke in fragments, slogans, interruptions. Not because he lacked the words, but because clarity invites accountability. Vagueness protects. Obscurity grants deniability. And in that fog, cruelty became policy.
He learned that spectacle shields the self. That if you are loud enough, the damage becomes atmospheric. It spreads, but it becomes hard to pin. And so he flooded the zone—with outrage, with contradiction, with noise. He made truth feel slippery. And when truth slips, people fall back on loyalty. On tribe. On him.
He gave nothing away for free. Every alliance was transactional. Every gesture carried a price. Loyalty was demanded but never returned. Those closest to him lived in a state of constant anticipation—of praise, of punishment, of relevance. He was the axis around which their fates spun.
And yet, for all the chaos, he was not impulsive. He was compulsive. The chaos was patterned. Predictable, even. He followed the same arc again and again: provoke, dominate, deflect, deny. It was not genius. It was repetition.
He cultivated an addiction to attention so complete that absence felt like death. Every headline, every indictment, every televised arrest became part of the myth. Even criminal conviction became a credential—proof that he had rattled the cage hard enough to provoke the system into baring its teeth.
But beneath the swagger was a hollow center. There was no ideology, only appetite. No vision, only velocity. He did not build; he extracted. From buildings, from banks, from voters. He promised gold, delivered gilt, and blamed the shine's dulling on others.
He did not ask people to believe in him. He asked them to believe with him—to enter the delusion, to accept the terms of the theater. And many did. Because the delusion was easier than the reckoning. Because the dream he sold—of strength without empathy, success without effort, victory without virtue—was deeply, dangerously seductive.
He was not a fluke. He was a mirror. What rose behind him was already here: a culture that confuses boldness with wisdom, cruelty with strength, visibility with virtue. He did not invent that confusion. He weaponized it.
And long after he is gone, the blueprint remains. Not a map, but a mood. A set of instincts sharpened into strategy. An architecture of power—one that builds nothing, but takes everything. And names the taking a win.
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